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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|05:55 am] |
okay its about ten minutes before i leave for the bus its a ten minute walk to the stop but befroe i get on the bus i am going to stop by macdonalds to cash in two monapoly peices to get myself a couple egg mcmuffins (delicious mmmmmmmmmm) then make a quick stop at dismores to pic up a couple bottles of vitamin water (power-c) mmmmmmmm
going over the list in my head
clothse, check
books, check
summer sausage, check
1/2 pound block of cheese, check
charms, check
music, check check and double check
people skills? ... .... no check
antici.... ..... .... pation? CHECK!
anywho if i dont get into kitsap by six or seven asume i have been decapitated by the person sitting next to me and please swear a blood oath to avenge my murderer
love ya all se ya all soon |
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|11:22 pm] |
so today was a day of hell i was supposed to work a nice cushy Monday six and a half hours in convenience stocking stuff working on our inventory generally having a lax day
but then it got started ten minutes after getting to work shit hits the fan as we have four call ins and a no show and half our crew is stressed to the point of sickness over their midterms so low and behold my nice cushy day becomes a nine and a half hour meat grinder being in the building for a total of ten and a half hours.... needless to say i was not fucking amused
but that's all right now as this day draws to a close i now have only three shifts left to work only three shifts!!! and then my epic vacation of win!!!!
very busy vacation but it shall be a good one!!! i demand it to be so!
this has me excited and happy all over the place |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|10:19 pm] |
you know for most of the day possibly the week i have had the urge to write something
but you know the damned thing is?
once i sit down and finally give my self time to try it out
i sit there and watch my cursor blink and blink and blink
its rather frustrating |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|08:39 pm] |
so i am still showing signs of life
i am alive
and fairly comfortable right now it has cooled down a lot in pullman as fall sets in more
it makes me very busy at work today was the first day in the lower fifties in the past six months or so so everyone and their cousin was in ordering hot chocolate and mochas and the like
that and my boss hurting her wrist has got me working bookoo more
going to go bowling again with the cafe folks
probably going to get a bit sauced before hand (less expensive that way) besides the fact that when tina's best bud megan came into town for a couplke days she gifted unto me a 3/4 full JD a 3/4 full SoCo and an un opened bottle of grey goose so i gots me a healthy amount of boozes again
woohoo payday tomorrow, not so woohoo rent due tomorrow sorta sucks that rent is due as soon as i get money but its life
i have completely finished the dresden files so now i am searching around for my next stack of books to devourtrying out some james rowling books at the moment not bad but its not captivated me or anything
oh yes and have been frothing at the mouth fanning about the news from the warhammer 40k world
new space wolves models (which means little to ya'all so i will elaborate) the space wolves are like s-pace vikings with fangs and power armor really fucking awesome and all sorts of violent
new codex for the tyranid which means one of my armies is going to get a face lift and new rules so once january rolls around that should be interesting
and they are also making an actual warhammer 40k movie, yeah its about the ultra marines but that shit happens
anywho just wanted to pop in and say stuff..... ..... ..... STUFF!
ciao! |
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|10:57 pm] |
you know i really don't have anything to write about but i want to write anyways
as i look over what i do with what little spare time i manage i realize something
i really like the word eclectic
its a great way to describe my hobbies my tastes my sense of fashion and varying disciplines of skills and knowledges i have come about to
it is a great word that describes a great deal about me yet has the wonderful ambiguity of not actually telling you anything specific
another wonderful word is eccentric yet again a wonderful word that could describe myself, unfortunately not too well though because it is generally accepted that eccentric is the title bestowed to those whom are both crazy as well as wealthy. i on the other hand seem only to fit the prior of these requirements.... oh well maybe someday i will be comfortable enough to be eccentric
oh and by the by it appears that i will be in town (as in the kitsap area town) for the entirety of the last week of October pretty much the 23rd to November 1st or second. now i know i have plans on the 25th for robins wedding and the 29th for me and sonita's 2nd year anniversary so if you have ideas or plans from hanging out to lunch to Halloween gimme a ring
anywhom the stated purpose of this blog has been finished so too sahll this post |
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[Sep. 9th, 2009|10:41 pm] |
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so i think i might be cranky
i think i have been for a bit now
medical problems aside because i cant do shit about them now being that i have no insurance
though constant pain is a great way to make my mood off
i feel that i have been unusually short tempered as of late
fortunately i think i have avoided really venting this on anyone
i think it is mainly to do with the fact that i am not really happy at them moment
there are things that make me feel discontent
mind you there isn't too much i can do about it
i have small issues popping up that are just stacking up to make me generally a cranky old bastard
one is work, i am given the responsibility of a trainer i have a lot on my plate there but i get paid minimum wage and my boss has yet to give me the increased job title that would be fitting my responsibilities and accomplishments, i think this is partly due to my bosses boss, whom is in fact a bit close minded my boss had to fight to get me hired because her boss had off the bat dismissed me since i had long hair, she has repeatedly put christian music on the company play list despite the fact the several people have complained about it and i feel the in general the higher ups within our local branch are dismissive because i am a male in a traditionally female dominated position
that is my thoughts on that
i am also a bit chaffing about some people being a bit snobby to me
these are people whom i see and interact with every day and at least with some of them i am well aware of the fat that they are smarter than me. it is not that hard, though i am not an idiot i am by no means a genius nor would i consider myself too far ahead of the curb. but i see n reason why this gives someone grounds to look and talk down to me like i wouldn't understand them as it was. i find it vexing but so far i have been letting it slide because i dont think they are really aware that they are talking down to me
also then i have more gripe
i just love seeing people be happy, its great, but what i do not like is being surrounded by happy content people in love when i am not happy and content it has been almost months since i have seen my girlfriend and i miss her terribly
i feel like less and less i even get to talk to her on the phone
and i feel like the more i try to get in contact with her the more i am just bothering her
it is not indeed not a happy feeling for me
my coworker put her hand on my shoulder the other day and i physically startled, i pondered why i had jumped for a bit and then i realized why, it had been so long since a persona had physically touched me that i hard forgotten what initially being touched felt like. it sounds dramatic but it is honestly what i realized had happened
i mean i do not hate my life
i do actually like my job despite its breakneck fast pace and other problems i have some real good coworkers whom i enjoy being around and i like being able to work with coffee but not worry about it getting too slow
i love spending time around my roommates and my friends around here mind you i have nowhere near as many out here as i did back in kitsap but that's a given
i do have fun and its mostly my moments of solitude during the night where i feel the most of my melancholy
i have been reading a lot of Jim Butcher as of late in the little over a month since picking them up i have read 7 of the Dresden file books
i find the Character of Harry Dresden really easy to relate to, there are several things he has in common with myself and his sense of humor appeals greatly to me
overall i say they are damned good books
anywho i have probably written such a big post no one is going to really want to read it
i have mostly been using this to vent
catch ye later |
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|10:51 pm] |
so yesterday it was announced that Disney has purchased Marvel Comics for the rough sum of 4 billion big ones, wow
so thoughts that wolverine is now micky mouses bitch aside
it makes an entertainment titan battle
Warner brothers has been long standing owners of DC comics and now their arch rival has the rights to the biggest competition in the comic industry
i find the situation to very odd
sorta silly
and more than a little frightening
watch now the next x-men movie is going to burst into kids musical for no fisking reason |
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[Aug. 31st, 2009|11:01 pm] |
so in the past month i have read six books by Jim butcher
the Dresden files they are freaking awesome and its gonna suck because i have about three or four left till i am caught up with the series and ones that happens i get to play the waiting game again
i did that with Jordan i did that with Hamilton hell i did that with Teirnyn i fucking hate the waiting game!!!!!
on the bright side they are vastly entertaining
also i have seen Nathan Fillian riding on top of a bus dressed as a superhero singing whilst he stops Duki housers evil plots Dr. Horrible's Sing along Blog is fucking great
haven't had much of a life as of late
boss has me on 40 hours and i otherwise am spent rehabilitating from work doing laundry or working on models i am a total nerd and i have no excuse to give
have been personally angsty a bit as of late but hopefully with the end of august i can put myself into a more stable shape
on the darker side of things i need to remember to get to Spokane in the next couple weeks and get myself fitted for the tux for October
oh hurray my brother robins second marriage and its going to be a big white wedding i get to go and spend time around the family!!!!! which is for me probably going to consist of hanging around with my mother and grandpa chamberlin since i always feel so out of place with the johnsons, i mean they are your super lutheran suburbanites whom cannot grasp the wonderful concepts of alternative life styles fashions non monotheistic religions liberal politics wide array acceptance nerdy-ness and many other things that define me. i mean i have barely come out of the broom closet to my mother and biological father much less the older folks. Grandpa Chamberlin is different A: despite the fact that he on occasion scares the hell out of me he is always quite accepting of the fact that i am the odd grandson and B: we find great deal of common interest in history and all sorts fun subjects i mean he works in a freeking museum!!!!.
that brings about another fun factoid this october will be the first time that my biological dad Mark and Grandpa Chamberlin will have been in the same town in about 14 years much less be in the same building or freaking ROOM this is a fucking powder keg folks and i have no fucking clue what will happen...... FUCK
also robin wants me to cut my air for his wedding...... hmmm.... ummmm..... FUCK HIM
he can deal with having a darker weird and pagan brother i might just have to get myself i nice silver hammer to go with the tux for the occasion (as in a thors hammer medallion a come symbol of the Asutru {norse pagan} faith)
yeah looking forward to that..... yeah
and just so you know i miss you too Abby it has been forever and a half and i feel like a shit friend for not having dropped you a line or a message
and Jaime thanks for the digital hugs sent i appreciate them alot i hear you and Erin are gunna be making it ceremonial way to go Girl!
Sarah thank you for the stories and goodness even when they get a bit racy
and most of all thank you for loving me Sonya i really would have no clue what i would do without you |
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[Aug. 20th, 2009|01:45 am] |
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you know its silly you see the years progress on this blog
you see me flow from apathetic to jubilant and then to morose
veritable bipolar kaleidoscope
but you know some things still stay constant
i am still playing some camp counselor to people who cant get their emotion baggage ready for checkout
someone breaks up with someone to see someone else
someone entirely out of those previously mentioned someones is now angry because that someone feels the other someone is betrayed so the original someone now feels bad because at least someone is angry at them
if that makes any sense to you, you win a special prize
that ranting aside other than a general update
still alive
working a lot
sleeping not enough
not getting to talk to sonya enough
not getting paid enough
and still having tme to enjoy my life
i live
here i stand
on a side note i have as of an hour or so ago finally viewed Dr. Horrible's Sing along Blog and i have to say Joss wheaden has out done himself with that one it is freaking great
also Sarah you need to write more i have a need to read something that makes me go "awwww inside" get back into your mangas so you can write more fics or get more done on original stories or i shall destroy you |
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[Jun. 18th, 2009|12:38 am] |
well this is me posting again just waiting for sonita to get online as she said she would
i have been finding alot of new musics stuffs that i really like
its sorta sad because the one person whom i think would appreciate this the most is the one that i cant get this music too
its little things like this that make me miss my best friend the most
sharing insane new music walking around at extremely weird hours of the night or just chilling out and talking till four am regardless of work being needed done the next day
the art projects and the wranting about future music works
it really is hard for me to get any of the really to any cohesive block or anything
i dont have him around and it feels like a big ugly hole in my life
really he is alot closer to me than any of my full or legal brothers, he knows me better than almost anyone intuitively knowing my moods and knowing when things bothered me before i even get the chance to realize it myself
it hurts me..... a lot actually
So i went walking this evening just after dusk
walking in the familiar pattern that i know as my wanderlust
looking around the town and following the rythem of the air around me
it took me to the edge of town
a halfworld where the streetlights end and create a wall of blackness beyond
it was like the border of my world
outside it was only darkness with a few dots of farmhouses in the distance
like stars sparkling i the void of space
the sky was a golden grey of the town lights hitting clouds
breached occasionally by a monochromatic flash of lightning
the sotrm had gathered just around the outskirts of the town
as if to reinforce the end of my little world out here
so i silently walked the edge of this little world
watching the flashes that show a white landscape of rolling hills
like a camera flash burning the image in my minds eye
While pacing the border of light and blackness i note my sorroundings
this town is so quiet this time of year
the standard cacophony of post-adolescent jubilation suspended for a brief stint of high summer
it built on the isolated feeling of my little world
i found a hill top and watched the lighting dance around the horizon
after musing my own thoughts for a respectful time given my mood
i make my way on a different path towards my home
along a labyrinth of suburban style homes that dominate this part of town
in a twist of roads and moderate houses
slowly the rest of the world filters in
the ghostly sounds of laughter from in houses or soft conversations from decks
cars make slow passes around me as i walk down the roads not yet familliar to my feet
the storm finally deems to breach the towns perimeter and start to obscure the bright stars above
as i round roads i find myself near on the path to home
and see my friends threw our living room window
there is a comfortable reminiscence to the lot of us sitting around watching movies on the couches
as a security blanket to a young child
a bubble of insolation to my melancholy, a distraction form internalization
greeted by a trio of felines as i open the door
i leave my thoughts to be thought later
and then i come into my room late at night and my brain thinks too much
this i wrote that all out alot to get off my brain and chest .... wondering when sonya is gunna call
take initiative time i guess |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009|12:37 am] |
okay i have to post this simply to rant away
i just real possibly the last chapter of xxxholic and it has me totally tweaking in fan nerdiness in a way that is unbecoming of a vikings such as myself
it has a totally rocked my socks beyond mere words and since i know that some few on this list actually have interest in it i shant speak any more of it
i like potatoes did ya'all know that
i have recently fallen in love with these wonderful little packets of mashed potatoes that make either a side dish for four people or a single serving entree style they cost about a dollar probly round 85 cents in idaho and they are really rather marvelous
hooray i got paid as of 41 minutes ago that means i can buy breakfast tommorow and payback my coworker for buying breakfast the other day
this is rather good and makes me happy
i look forward not to the working of tomorrow i must do
but atleast busy busy is better than dead slow and bored
and suddenly i noticed the temperature just hoped up like ten degrees in my room and i am suddenly feeling very warm must be hot flashes and i am going the menopause heh heheheh
garsh nabbit and once again i am staying up later than i should so that i can talk to sonita but i deem that that is very much more worth it
and i can sleep plenty once i am dead
oh yeah i have just today discovered an amusing band named creep show they are a hellbilly band with a fantasic female vocalist hellbilly if i am remembering the style right is sorta like if you mixed elvis style instrumentals with rock lyrics about zombies and the macabre
anyways sonita calls i go now |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|12:42 am] |
allrighty i guess i am going to throw a post out here since i havent done this in what seems years but is actually just months
well i am still here in Pullman its tough but its not like my life sucks i have good friends here a decent job and i am on the road to furthering my goals so i can start my nerdy twenty-four hour cafe
speaking of cafe i really should be alseep now i have work at like 8 30 which means to shower i need to be up at six if i want to walk to work with tim but i haven't got a call form Sonya yet so i asume she is busy but probly just waitig for me to call her
it hopefully wont be long till she is out here too and that adventure can begin
we have currently moved from our old apartment to a duplex across town still less than an hour walk from work so no bitching from me i also am in the master bedroom so when sonita moves in she and i have enough room for everything, its not a bad lot and the rent is better than ccs not to mention quiet neighbors a backyard a two car garage with storage area and being able to live with reliable friends i dont have any room to complain
work has been pretty decent get along with the crew and work hard and everything is fine despite the fact that one or two are incompetent but that the lot for food service even if its cafe work
been watching allot of movies lately
between mine andy's tina's and tim's collections we have a freegan huge movie liberary and we have been playing a game lately which is connecting movies together based on actors and thanks to IMDB we have seen everything from the brave one to Satinic Rites of dracula (Tim Burton's favorite growing up) to Out Cold its pretty fun
my brain is currently drying up do i am gunna go get a glass of water and call sonya so adios
hopefully post again before the end of the year heh heh |
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[Jan. 25th, 2009|11:29 pm] |
okay Sonya got me doing hers so now i have to do my own
i sincerely doubt anyone will get all 15 corret because they range from many many different fandoms and and like i will try to make some of these easier
cant promise though
please try it
► Pick up to 15 OTPs.
► Describe them in less than 15 words.
► Have your flist guess the OTP.
► ??????
► PROFIT.
1. She is his Falcon, He is her Wolf
2. Love over a century Anathema to their very beings
3. Destined love sank by spite, their magik child them made it right
4. Wife in all but name across the desert their hearts exclaimed
5. Her Duty, his Death, His lessons, her life, light-bladed love on razors edge
6. He is his cure, if one of them doesnt end up killing the other
7. She flys high as he draws straws
8. She knows just how to light that big red apes fire
9. He will howl to her defense, even if she can only see strawberries
10. a brain, a brawn, their souls insinc their minds at war
11. He will rebuild her wings even at the cost of their love
12. the Queen of storms the Wild beast only in different worlds can their love be
13. She loves him. He knows.
14. She is his goddess. and he, her theif.
15. Her toy became her husband, and he never wanted nobility. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2008|12:59 am] |
well i realize that it has been some time since my last post of any real content
so i figure i will get some of the basics out and see if this little boost of energery is
enough for me to post anything in depth
well i cant remember if i posted this earlier and i cant be buggered to actually check but i have since october been working at the Bookie, that is the student book corporation, to be specific i am a full time barrista in the barnes and noble cafe in the bookie
it really isnt a bad gig, close to home get plenty of hours and i have a boss who looks out for me and atleast a good group of the crew that i get along dandy with
on a side note i am actually contractually obligated not to shit talk my job on my blog or any other blogging service so if i talk about a certain coffee shop you will know what i speak of
Pull man is a lovely 14 degrees outside and is currently at about a foot and a half of snow we are due in for another snow storm within an hour or two that is supposedly staying for a week
after the past week or so of walking to work through the snow and shlepping my way back i feel pretty okay with this, we have a large supply of cocoa and ramen here so we can hang out pretty peachy
of recent books i have read lately i must say Only in Death by Dan Abnett is the first book i have read in my entire life that has ever in all seriousness made me cry
and if you feel that you would like to know more about the book series that i am speaking about known as the Gaunts Ghosts book series i heartily recommend you pick up The Founding which is the first of the series an amazingly written book series by an entire too talented vindictive maniacal genius of a writer
find it in the science fiction section next to many other warhammer/40k novels
Sonya and I are still together we are still bearing with the distance though the time marches steadily nearer as to the distance not being a factor, and then we will have to find all new reasons to get cranky at each other :)
i have recently seen what happens when fog freezes and i must say it is quite beautiful most unfortunate that it only happens when experiencing 100 percent humidity followed immediately by single digit temperatures
i also realize how much i really don't respect people who strive to be in sororities and can usually recognize them by their drink selection and their vacant little faces, i realize that yes i am in not too much better a position to judge them but i feel if the majority of our society is going to rest in the hands of nit wits i have to say something even it is to the small audience of this current venue.
my dreams have been.... amazingly boring to the point where no actual dream comes to mind
this might be because i don't get too much sleep on the weekdays and it might also be the fact that my creative muscle has actually found sufficient outlet in my weekly routine of either dungeons and dragons or dark heresy, which of course is a completely different tangent all together but i don't think i will bore you with the imaginary adventures of my and my cohorts adventures through the imperium tonight
i also realize that i have become quite fascinated with the large somewhat oddly shaped icicles that have formed outside my bedroom window watching their progress as the continue to grow has bee quite a soothing routine for me
on a nerdier note i must submit to anyone what reads the manga of Bleach and is current with this weeks chapter published by Shounen Jump, if you are in America that means the fun mildly illegitimate scans and fan translations, i am totally and unimaginably geeking out!!!!!! this weeks chapter has me flailing arms as fast as i can manage.
oh yes current book Scourge the Heretic by Sandy mitchell good read mind you you wont understand shit if your not a 40k nerd like me but its good reading, oh yes and the Guants ghosts books you dont have to be a 40k nerdy to read these books they are amazing and rather self explanitory
anyways i love you all
talk at ya later |
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[Oct. 26th, 2008|06:08 am] |
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[Oct. 6th, 2008|02:12 am] |
WARNING THIS IS A POLITICAL RANT
EVERYONE WHO READS THIS JOURNAL KNOWS I AM A STARK RAVING LIBERAL DEMOCRAT
IF RANTING AND KNOCKING ON YOUR POLITICAL BELIEFS OFFENDS YOU, THEN DONT READ
OR READ DO IT YOU MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING
OR I WILL JUST OFFEND YOU (which keeping in my true character really doesn't bother me to offend people that much) REGARDLESS YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!
DOOM DOOM DOOM....... GO NOW!
so i decided to get caught back up with some political stuff and was both pleased and offended and annoyed by what i found
as usual i trust my Msnbc since it is the news outlet i have been relying upon sonce i realized i was interested in politics and the world in general
it was nice to hear that obama is according to the most recent electoral forecasts in possibly a FAR lead considering the ohio is no longer dead locked for the republicans and Florida as well which if anyone remembers were the states that sealed the deal for GW
that made me somewhat happy as my liberal ways and preference to keep the wellfaire system in continued exhistence (considering thats the reason i was able to eat growing up)
It appears that with the economic crisis, which is simply the PC term for coming of the second depression, a large amount of voters in economically sensitive states i.e. michigan ohio florida and more are feeling that they can no longer trust the republican party to operate in the good of the whole nation (like getting economically fucked in the ass for eight years wasnt a clue enough)
personally i think people were just being idiots why in the world a poor farmer believes that tax breaks for only the richest percent of our population would make their plight easier is beyond my ken
or peoples beleifs that the democrats are planning to take their guns away, when the supreme court already said no one can do that, so good ole joe dirt mccreedy who is standing in a wellfare line and praying the mccain gets elected so he can keep his shot gun really just needs to lean how to read something other than dr. sues and maybe actually find out that he has unalienable rights (which have nothing to do with the x-files) and yes as much as i find distaste in it he has the unalienable right to bear arms, that being until he becomes a convicted felon.. then he can just sit and spin, cuz then his political opinion doesnt matter he cant vote
Another thing i have discovered..... Sarah Palin is a fucking retard
she accuses Obama of "paling around with terrorists" that ladies and gentle folks is a direct quote
she is referencing Barrack Obamma's association with former political extremist Bill Ayers who founded a violent protest group known as the Weather Underground back during the Vietnam war
this group was held responsible for a number of small bombings during the Vietnam war
Barrack's association with this man is simple they live in the same neighborhood in chicago when Barrack was running for his first office in 1990 Ayers as one of the more distinguished in the area held a meet the candidate at his home. oh that and they served on the same charity board once. Ayers has long since removed himself and renounced extremist behaviors and ideals.
when Ayers was an extremist Obamma was on 8 for fuck sakes!!!
there inst even any conclusive evidence to show that barrack and Ayers are even friends much less a erroneous charge of Obamma paling around with him.
of course the republican party says nothing about John McCain's good old friend and campaign contributer who was convicted of fraud whom McCain even helped with a Disreputable dealing
and then there is another thing with the country and also the world slowly drowning in economic strife all the candidates, well almost all the candidates, have said that they are going to have to hold off on some of their earlier campaign promises until we can stabilize our own damn economy (two foreign wars and a truck load of unregulated oil tycoons can do that to an economy) the candidates are talking about reasonable setbacks such as not being able to double foreign aid and the such even Senator McCain is in agreement there
what does our good ole Alaskan governor says "We aren't cutting anything" nope nothing instead she is going t be either A: unrealistic and a liar, or the even better option of B:spend this country into deeper debt doing stupid shit like buying crosses for public schools and gasoline to burn down abortion clinics (okaY i admit i am going a bit far on that but GODSDAMMIT THIS IS MY RANT!!!)
This and the whole thing of her daughter, Yes she and her daughter (though i doubt the daughter had any say whatsoever) made the choice to keep her baby. did anyone see that word i just used there? did you see it? well i will give you the hint.... the word i am talking about, it startes with a C, still dont know what it is??? well lets see i guess i could give another hint. The second part of the word is Hoice what does that spell???? choice? choice!! very good!! CHOICE FUCKING CHOICE the very godsdamned thing that Sarah Palin seeks to take away from every other woman be she underaged or not in this entire country. What makes her so godsdamned special to think that she is allowed to choose when she doesnt want anyone to else too
just because her god went and got corpsed does not give her the right to establish rules that every other woman has to live by just like its no business to a bunch of male republican asshats in washington what a woman does with her own gods damned body
okay yeah gunna bring it down and stop frothing at the mouth
yes calm
good
relaxed
cuz you know what?
voter turnout for this election is predicted at an alltime high the younger demographic of America wants to be heard and do you want to know what they want?
change bitches, (probably a beer or two as well)
well that was a good sized purge of my thoughts
sorry i work for a super right wing christian republican
so i dont get to rant like i used to
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[Oct. 2nd, 2008|07:50 am] |
Book Meme
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 56.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next two to seven sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.
"Honorius Magnus himself had barely survived the crash-blast and was undergoing emergency surgery aboard a medical frigate at the Navy-yard. No one yet knew if Lord Commander Helican has survived. If he was dead, or the Warmaster died of his injuries, then Chaos would have won a historic victory.
'I suspect an outside hand too,' I told Voke. ' Perhaps another psyker or psykers, trailing their colleagues here to stage an escape.'
He pursued his lipless mouth. 'The greatest triumph of my life, Gregor, Capturing those monsters in the name of the Emperor... and look what it becomes.'
-Malleus by Dan Abnett |
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[Sep. 24th, 2008|01:41 am] |
just a side note for the night....
Detroit Metal City has to be one of the funiest stupidest most retardedly hillarious animes i have watched in the history of forever
that is all
feel free to go about your metal lives |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2008|01:03 am] |
Sonya did it and i am bored so i will do this and hope atleast someone will also do it to lend my ass a little vindication
Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[<] I tan easily. i tan fairly easy on the arms
[<] I wish my hair was a different color. only sometimes
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. - though i really really want one i just need to afford it
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. - it happens sometimes its weird
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. – long way down the line
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school – you try taking a history class from Shaffer
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. – i sometimes get pretty ill or the times when i was in post op
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year – Just don't ask >->
[x] I've stolen something from my job. food coffee never money
[x] I've been fired. only once and because i was male and the boss was a sexist
Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. – never in any serious manner though, oh and sonya a lol isnt l33t its an IM thing possibly a MMO thing
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. – totally
Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment – Brain Damage and ADD
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples - only stitches 3 on my left middle finger 4 in my right index finger 5 on my fave on right side of my nose and a shit load on bill or averaging about 8 each time he was removed so prolly a total of 24
[x] I've broken a bone - only fingers
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. - the first operation for my pialadial cyst it took a good 7 hours
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe. - eventually i will though
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino. – Usually damn good eats
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. – good damn stuff
[x] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. – girls have this terrible habbit of thinking i am charming or cute or funny and the soon afterwords getting bored of me, but the current one is thankfully not gotten tired of me yet so lets hop i can keep her
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. – It’s there, but I know he’s not really abandoning me, he’s just moving several hours away.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. - It sucks ass
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. – I say it i mean it, thats not something i throw around
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. - very fail
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. - whether objects or wisdom i take something from every relationship and keep it close to me
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler. – there are few things better than naptime and cuddle o'clock
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. – it can be fun
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. - i was 10 and i promised the D.A.R.E. officer i would never get drunk...... hahahHAHAHAHAHAhahahaa HAAA
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. - yeah you try to learn japanese
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school. - for fighting
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. - several
[ ] I've been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[<] I regularly drink. - semi regularly more of a when i feel like it situation
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed - didnt like it at all
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals. – Never been to one
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. - no luckily only someone i know
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. – that sounds retarded and emo
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. - knock off brand 2 gig
[<] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. –
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. –
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. –
[x] I own something from Pac Sun. –
[x] I collect comic books. – mostly x-men though i wont turn down a good avengers comic
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[x] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it. - very open and honest
[ ] I watch the news. - not anymore we dont have TV
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. – VERY MUCH SO
[x] I sing in the shower. - on rare occasion
[ ] I am a morning person. – fuck off i am not!
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. – fan not fannatic
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam - who can love spam?????
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love. – hopeless romantic unfortunately
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. - NEVER
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. – yeah when i am drunk or being silly... or dumb
[x] I eat fast food weekly. – I work at DQ
[x] I believe in ghosts. – fuck you yes i do
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[<] I am really ticklish. - only when i dont turn it off
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All of those are answered honestly |
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